I have been in a foul mood for various reasons. Consequently, it has led me to do some pretty stupid things.
Like fight.
Mike and I have squared off together twice in the last month, and each time I admit I went there with one intention: to get my ass kicked.
I have always been reckless.
This time he dumped me on my back and I cracked my head hard on the ground. I should be unconscious or concussed or something based on the footage.
I guess it’s a good thing I have a hard head.
Is it healthy? Probably not. Is it stupid? Yeah, it’s pretty dumb. Is it better than something else? More or less. At least this way I have a fighting chance.
I have no illusions about what I’m doing. But I need to get this out somehow. This is one of the only ways I know how.
There is no structure in this. I know that.
I need to seriously look into a dojo of some kind.
Have you considered going back to the punching bag? Don’t do dojo just to get your ass kicked. Come to Canada…I’ll do it for you.
Ok this comment has nothing tto do with the post but I have been lacking on the blog reading lately and since abc.com won’t let me watch Grey’s, i did some blog reading. Many points!
1. Happy Belated Birthday! Gosh, 25? That’s kinda old isn’t it?
2. Macbook. I hear such not great things about them at moment, maybe wait? Either way I’d be jealous!
3. So you’re a fan of V.Mars this season? It’s been harder for me to get into it until the last few episodes but it’s definitely improving.
4. You still keep up in Pine Valley?
5. Not sure what your home plans are and I bet you have a line of people waiting to see you but if you get a free lunch or dinner or mid day bowling craving, let me or mel know, maybe we can get together?
Miss you! Went on-line hoping to catch you but i didn’t! I’m an aunt!